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Mon, 17 Nov 2025 18:51:00 -0500

And this is how I disappear.

It starts with a scream, a wail that pierces the air and finds its way into the heavens. Or it would if I let it out of my head. In here it swings around like a wrecking ball, shattering me. I feel like I’ve been absent. Absent from my own life for more than I’ve been here for it. I feel like I’m still walking around like a ghost would. I touch a few lives here and there and then I’m gone. Now my vestments have changed, my howls might be a little more audible and my form slightly more opaque, but a ghost I remain. I still hardly see myself in the mirror. I still feel a pull towards something outside myself that I can’t quite nail down. Unfinished business I guess.

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Fri, 19 Sep 2025 05:18:20 -0500

So note from me in the future, so I wrote this on the date you see on the post, but I’m writing this a couple months later, just to say, I’m fine, don’t worry, I just feel like putting up the stuff I’ve written for the blog even when it’s not… like… pleasant to read because this is more for me than for you I guess, so yeah, I’m fine. Also any posts with the #vent tag are going to be something like this.

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2025 11 17

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